Being induced on Monday - spoke to the consultant and they've booked me in. Baby's fine, fluid around it has gone up so I didn't have to be induced today - I feel so much better, before I was full as anxiety but they've explained that they're going to induce me a different way than before so I feel less nervous. Still, let's hope the baby arrives before Monday anyway. I've had 3 cups of raspberry leaf tea today as a last attempt.
I found some old letters from Chris Yesterday, one of them dating back to 2002 where he was already thinking about us having children. We've been together 7 years now - and he still surprises me and makes me laugh. He's utterly brilliant with Jeff, fatherhood really suits him. Tonight we were swinging Jeff around by his legs down on the green, Jeff loved every second of it, and so did Chris and so did I! Quality relaxed playful times, this is what life is for. We don't have a lot of quality 'us' time any more, it's literally a few minutes grabbed here and there - no social life to speak of but I know that will come back to us in time. For now it's quiet time until sleepless nights kick in again!
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